Sunday, June 07, 2009
Yo! FY's back. Thx to some of my frens, i managed to pull through, rite now my heart is still on fire for God, i hav seen de light! And i'm still tryin to live my best as myself and as a servent for God. My heart still yearn for her, but i'm in control now, because some1 told me tat our future depends on de choices we make, i wan to make de right choices to hav a better future, and i will slowly improve my friendship wif her, tryin to make her laugh more, cause her smile always brightens my day. THX to those who hav cheered me up, u guys are the BEST! Lets continue workin together as 1 big family for a brighter future for us all...YEAH!~
she told
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10:00 AM
Friday, June 05, 2009
Let me start frm de 1st day of my poly life, i really wan to thank God for givin me such a wonderful class, it was de best class tat i hav ever had. In jus 3 weeks, i alrdy treated them lyk my family, all of us were so bonded together, we did almost everything together, even though there maybe some glitches, but we still forgiv and forget. Although my poly life is quite fun, but we still hav to study for our term-test, and my term-test has jus ended, the feelin was so refreshin aft de term-test was over, and its time for our holidays...YEAH!! Some of us alrdy decided to organise some outings for our class, hope tat it will be F-U-N!!. But sth jus happened recently which made me so sad. Aft i knew of it, my heart was sinkin into darkness, my whole heart felt so heavy, it made me turn back to my emo self again. Its lyk shuttin myself frm de outside world, buildin bricks of walls, preventin others frm interactin wif me. I feel lyk i'm going through de winter time of my life, for others they gone through their winter times and felt de warmth of the sunlight, but for me its lyk my winter time jus gotten a whole lot colder, makin me feelin so cold tat i cannot see the light anymore. Jus imagine other ppl going through their winter times, the hail storm was so strong, but in the end they are able to reach home and feel the warmth of their love or even their family as they hugged each other, helpin each other to feel warm and comfortable, but for me, imagine me walkin through de forest with de hail storms blowin through my face, walkin and walkin, tinkin tat i will breakthrough, i will succeed, but now, half way along the road, once i heard of de news, i tripped and fell. And i do not hav anymore energy left in me to continue walkin, and slowly i disappear away wif no one to help me as i freeze to death.
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8:12 PM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Tired... todae was so intense, i went to Jos's house first and learn drum, i had learnt a lot frm my best bro. Aft tat i, Jos and Shaun went swimmin along wif Jamie, KS and WeiLong. Ah!! Long time nvr swim le...it was a great exercise for me, then RJ oso came to swim wif us. All of us ordered CANADIAN PIZZA, it was so delicious. Aft tat we went to de gym to train, man it was so tiring, but i am willing to do it, its cause of her tat my determination was BURNING TO THE CLIMAX!! And i really did train non-stop, rite now my body is so heavy tat i cannot move properly, but it was all worth it, once our brain has decided on sth, we can make it happen, it only depends whether u hav the determination to continue on when u met lots of difficulties.
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7:57 AM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Gosh!! todae i and Jos need to accompany my grandma to the hospital to help her register for operation on her leg, i really hope and pray tat everything will be fine, aft tat went to watch movie "PUSH" wif Jos, Shaun, and Daniel.The movie was all right for my brothers but it was boring for me cause i watched it once already. I also pray tat everything will be fine for one of my fren because she encountered a prob todae. Tml going to Jos house and go to the gym to exercise, then aft tat go for swimming...i bet tat it will be so much fun, i jus wish tat she will be there to hav fun wif us.
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6:55 AM
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
AHHH!!! At last renewed my blog le, also damn long nvr blog leXP. Todae went through lots of trouble jus to hand in my enrolment form to de administration centre at Temasek poly (my future schoolXP).Then aft tat went to cs wif shaun and his mom to hav our lunch. It was my first time eatin beef rice with black pepper, cause most of de food there veri xpensive so i dun really go there eat...muahaha!! Now half of my mind is here bloggin, de other tinkin of somebody else, i was wonderin wat she doing, starin into de plain, dark sky wif no stars in sight, where hav all de stars gone to, maybe someday i will find my own star, and maybe i will realize my own true goals...
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9:23 AM
Monday, June 16, 2008
Long time nvr blog liao...hahas...nowadays hav to stay at revise on my work cause of my bad results 4 de mid-year...my mom kept me at home n forbid me to go out...n home really is so damn boring...its lyk a bird kept in a cage wif no way out...its desire of wantin to spread its wings n fly into de azure blue sky...wantin to see de clouds up close...de feelin of de wind breeze blowin through my body...enjoyin de great view frm above...flyin over de great oceans...de sun pourin its light upon me...God frm heaven watchin over me...to disappear frm being caught again...i want to keep on flyin...hoping tat tis unimaginable feelings will be realized n will nvr change...but until tat day comes...i will continue to work hard...
she told
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1:32 AM
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
waking up on my bed as usual,staring up into de ceiling tinking of lots of things,tinking of how my life has become...it is lyk my life has no purpose anymore...all these days tried to find a job to get money...but they say not until i m 16...my birthday iS at november 28...it is jus a few days away...y can't they let me do de job...it feels lyk nobody wan me Anymore...lyk i m some kind of an outcast...nobody wans me around...so i stayed at home staRing in de screen of my com,sometimes tinkin tat none of my frens invite me out,but i dun blame them,they hAd their jobs to do...all i feel is de feelin of emptiness in my heart...it is lyk i m a bird in a cage tat wants to get free,How i wish 4 a princess to unlock de cage n let me fly away wif no worries under my wings...i wan to fly higher into de great big sky touching de great big clouds drifting away up in the sky wif no worries
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3:55 AM
