Yo! FY's back. Thx to some of my frens, i managed to pull through, rite now my heart is still on fire for God, i hav seen de light! And i'm still tryin to live my best as myself and as a servent for God. My heart still yearn for her, but i'm in control now, because some1 told me tat our future depends on de choices we make, i wan to make de right choices to hav a better future, and i will slowly improve my friendship wif her, tryin to make her laugh more, cause her smile always brightens my day. THX to those who hav cheered me up, u guys are the BEST! Lets continue workin together as 1 big family for a brighter future for us all...YEAH!~
she told
the story ...
10:00 AM
Friday, June 05, 2009
Let me start frm de 1st day of my poly life, i really wan to thank God for givin me such a wonderful class, it was de best class tat i hav ever had. In jus 3 weeks, i alrdy treated them lyk my family, all of us were so bonded together, we did almost everything together, even though there maybe some glitches, but we still forgiv and forget. Although my poly life is quite fun, but we still hav to study for our term-test, and my term-test has jus ended, the feelin was so refreshin aft de term-test was over, and its time for our holidays...YEAH!! Some of us alrdy decided to organise some outings for our class, hope tat it will be F-U-N!!. But sth jus happened recently which made me so sad. Aft i knew of it, my heart was sinkin into darkness, my whole heart felt so heavy, it made me turn back to my emo self again. Its lyk shuttin myself frm de outside world, buildin bricks of walls, preventin others frm interactin wif me. I feel lyk i'm going through de winter time of my life, for others they gone through their winter times and felt de warmth of the sunlight, but for me its lyk my winter time jus gotten a whole lot colder, makin me feelin so cold tat i cannot see the light anymore. Jus imagine other ppl going through their winter times, the hail storm was so strong, but in the end they are able to reach home and feel the warmth of their love or even their family as they hugged each other, helpin each other to feel warm and comfortable, but for me, imagine me walkin through de forest with de hail storms blowin through my face, walkin and walkin, tinkin tat i will breakthrough, i will succeed, but now, half way along the road, once i heard of de news, i tripped and fell. And i do not hav anymore energy left in me to continue walkin, and slowly i disappear away wif no one to help me as i freeze to death.
